everlasting

2010-01-13T04:23:00.004+08:00

Bac bloggin...

Last wk li jia b'dae,met her at bustop,tot of making her think i angry and wan to bring a qurral juz bcos she is late and let 5 bus 27 leave to make her think i won celebrate wif her,aft tt aft 12am,through plan make her near my hus void deck and present her de cake bt she saw mi as no gd spot to hide and she already noe i nt really angry of de late issue...no fun~

Friday
go nyp find jin wei for his lion dance bt end up late den end le,walk ard nyp n met zhi wei n esmond tok cork awhile and go hm,plan to go punggol marina to drink for li jia celebration and end up plan gt problem,gt qurral wif b'dae gal(standarn thingy b4 her b'dae every yr)end up still go to punggol marina to drink,walk to punngol aft tt to drink coffee...bt de point of this paragraph is de planing is all my fault...

Fault:
I didn plan de celebration as memorable,fun,enjoy,surprise,practical b'dae celebration,i dono isit my plan all ard de same which i don wish to use again,or as wad she said,my sincere is nt dere,i don even care,i juz plan for my own liking...

SERIOUSLY SAYING,i really dono how to plan,sorry that u r 1 of de close fren of mine yet didn gib u a gd celebration,bt when i tot abt de celebration plan i go blank,i suddenly dono wad shuld b de best for u,cos lik wad mi n my other fren b'dae party was nt suitable for u,go out pool,lan,movie,eat.Girls celebration i really didn come across...Planing for other ppl b'dae if plan bu hao dissapoint n make ppl sian.I would lik to highlight 1 point is that I NT LIKING TO DRINK! Its juz for leisure! If on that day wasted ur time and dissapoint u den i appologise,cos i dono wad u wan or mayb wad u wan i cant afford to gib u,2 different world ppl might b a gd thing for being fren bt it dosen't happen it for every issue,i guess i learned my lesson,i finally noe wad my cousin mean,i think i'll stop here cos words can't describe wad my thinkin abt it...its meaningless....

2009-12-22T01:11:00.002+08:00

Bac from blogging~~~ this few daes kip come across tis philosophy of wad wee kiat said:What's past is past,u can't keep think back of what's already happened before(memories) but could only use the experience of what already happened before to enhance on what you going to do in future.

Personally i lik de philosophy that he said and i think its quite true so whenever i kip think bac of past i would tot of his words,i guess my past no matter is bad or gd,it already happened and is already past i cant do anything to revert bac de time or incident again...

This few daes i dono y bt juz haf de feeling of my heart is empty,no desire,no dream,no ppl,and NTH!!! So gt into drinking and smking to fill it up,bt those are juz temporary...haix i really dono what to do...feeling so not me nw,dae pass dae,nite pass nite...its really not mi sia....

Anyway come across this song and really like the song tune n lyris..Share with you guys....

Afterschool-Because of you

ROMANIZATION
Ajikdo na geudaereul ijji mothae
I’ll never forget, boy, I’ll never forget, boy

He eojinji beolsseo myeot nyeoni jinatneunji molla
Geudae saenggak manhamyeon jakku nunmul man heulleo
Oneul ttara wae geureohke niga bogo peulkka
Chang bakkwi bissoriga nae mameul heundeureo nwa

Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa

Nan hangsang neomanwi jang miga dwiryeodeon nae mameul ani
Ije jogaknan sarangwi machim pyoga dwaetdaneun geol
Nunmuri millyeowa memareun ibsuri jeojeo
Ije eotteokhae geudael ijeulsu eobseo

Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, maeil bam nan
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, geudae ttaemune
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh boy
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo

Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga

Geunaldo biga wasseotji hanchameul geudaen
Mareobshi nareul bara bogiman haesseo
Heundeulli neun nunbitgwa aesseo jitneun eosaekhan
Misoga ibyeoreul yaegi haejweo

Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeongjuji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeongjuji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa

Nabogo tteonarago hal ttaen eonjego tteonan danikka eojjeogo
Michin saram chwigeup manhae jeongmal himdeureo boy, slow down
Amureon maldo mothan chae ureo, cuz I want to stay next to you
My love is true, wanna go back to when I was with you

Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, maeil bam nan
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, geudae ttaemune
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh boy
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo

Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga

I miss you, I need you
Kkum sogeseon ajikdo I’m with you
I miss you, I need you
Shiganeul dwi deollyeo wanna kiss you again, my boy

Mami neomu apeunde gyeondigi
Gwiro unde neoneun eodiseon mweol hani, na ureosseo cham manhi
Neo eobshin nan mossareo
Naegero dorawajweo nal tteonagajima

Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, yeah
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, manhido useosseo nan
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh yeah
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo, neo ttaemune na

Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga

TRANSLATION

I… still… can’t… get over you
I never forget…
Boy I never forget…. boy

Can’t remember how many years it has been since we broke up
But I cry every time when I think about you
Why I’m so eager to see you today?
The sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

I tried to be your only girl
And did you ever understood my heart?
Now it became the compass
Of broken love
Tears are flowing down
And soaks the dry lips
Oh what should I do,
Now I can’t erase you out of my mind

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

It also rained on that day
You’ve stared at me wordlessly
You’ve stared at nothing else but me
Those trembling gazes,
And the awkwardly forced smile
Speaks of our separation.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

You’ve told me to leave
And the moment leave
You treat me as if I’m insane
It’s just too hard (boy slow down)
Then I cry silently and wordlessly
Cause I want to stay next to u
My luv is true, wanna go back 2 when I was with u

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

I miss u… I need u…
Even in my dreams I’m wit u..
I miss u… I need u…
Rewind back the time
I wanna kiss u again ma boy…
My heart aches
It’s too much to bear
And where are you? (I cried a lot)
Can’t live without you
Please come back to me
And stay with me

I cried a lot because of you (Yeah~)
I laughed a lot because of you (I laughed a lot~)
I believed in the love because of you (Oooh-Yeah~)
I’ve lost everything because of you (Because of you~)
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

2009-10-29T22:05:00.003+08:00

HOHO I AM BAC POSTING!!!!!!!!

Juz having de thinking of tis sentence "WHAT IS PAST IS PAST"

Mayb i over confidence abt my bball skill as i todae doing my "exercise"(bball) we plying a match wif jason and i noe jason skill is gd bt i don expect his fren to be very pro or shuld i put juz normal and our team mi n hing ask 1 more tall(jump can pull ring) person join us and i dam confidence sure win...though ACC de ring is abit low and i nt used to it due to too long didn ply dere aft my hand dislocated we ply and their speed is fast for mi NW and when i guard them. . .

A phobia in my heart activated and i was lik fking nub and coward and afraid due to de injury of my hand!!!!!!!! GOD DAM IT i am REALLY REALLY sad abt my hand dislocating 4 time and i noe bball is a NO! for my sport/hobby...

Mayb some of u guys will juz confront mi saeing tt its juz a sport can chose others,hands is more impt den anything lik a sport...

READERS! I believe tt u all did watch drama b4 lik MY MVP Valentine...as ppl sae life is juz lik a drama which i agree! why de actor injure still wan force himself to ply de match and wanted to win its becos of de effort he put into de sport,de sprit,de interest and de love in de sport which cant stop him from risking to ply a wonderful match!

De sentence really gib mi de description of my life...my fame from bball,game.My healthy and strong body.My love experience.My mistake made last time.ETC... are all GONE!!!!!! Wad i shuld face is tt i am no longer lik lastime,no longer some1 tt can judge any1 bball skill bt to remain as a coward and useless 1 handed bballer...I shuld learn to face FACTS from nw on mayb i am really too naive....

2009-09-30T00:53:00.003+08:00

BOO!!!!!!!! I am back posting again!!!!!!!
Sorry for not updating as i am very lazy to login X_X bt juz so suddenly wanted to post something lolz

Recently dono isit due to i too free or my brain suddenly want reverse time...i suddenly recall those memories i had b4...no doubt its a gd want or bad want all suddenly come back to my mind a little by a little...haix...mayb after li jia told mi abt their dicussion abt mi den i start to think of it ba...

Another issue come across my mind is tt my FUTURE!!! Tt dae when my cousin on de way to jalan bahar for his ns report i asked him abt wad he gg to do aft ns life,he reply mi as though he ard plan for his future...tis few daes tot of wad i want in my life next time lik for e.g my wedding ceremony,car,hus,etc... i noe its abit too early for many of u all will think bt to mi its nt early anymore...a person reached 18 muz start to plan for their future already,mayb nt a full plan or a plan tt u muz go n do bt briefly a plan so when steping into de society u won get loss of wad to do next... i really thinkin wad can i do for my future so my family will haf a beta living and also i can fulfill my plan of things i wan in my life time...

Relationship issue to mi i can onli sae i am nt ready yet even for a crush...For nw i appreciate my fren around mi as i really glan i haf such a bunch of wonderful frens around mi...I dono shuld i ddecribe tis as phobia or recovering state becos i really cant imagine of mi hafing another crush wif another gal nw!!! Of cos nt due to my homos changed and become gay bt its de confidence of accepting a start of relationship with some1 i admire...

I know i can persuade ppl of wad to do in life so nt to get sad over with bt if its bac to myself i am juz lik a tortise so coward lik dono wad...i cant denied de fact tt i am scare of rejection/failure...so i guess holidays and working will kip mi from all this mind issue... Sorry to those i cant meet up with and go out with...

2009-07-30T05:07:00.000+08:00

Lolx i think some ppl wait for my update till wan vomit blood le Lolx ok i shall update~!!

Hmm recently kip skip classes and i guess my warning letter is coming~ Lolz bt i decided aft my chalet i shall really seriously study cos i don wan waste my time at ite and i still wan progress to poly de !!!

My audi fam is bac ~ChaPuKa~ and leaving my cousin to b de fam ldr as i think he really gt de initiative to built bac de guild and we of cos chiong lik mad and i aim to b lvl 36(PRO) b4 my b'dae =) get to noe a audi gf and she is really fierce and funni hahax interesting person =)

Recently i gt an incident which make mi abit pissed cos i being hate by some1 i don expected LOLX i mean i don care if he nw still hate mi anot bt i honour my words tt i said tt time cos i don c any point of help and any wrong i said tt...if he gt treat mi juz as a normal fren he won hate mi juz cos of tt words and sry to say...i don expect my fren to hate mi juz by my word cos nt happi abt my word juz sae! no nid ply childish act wif mi...cos nt saeing i veri old bt i am nt pri sch kids and i cherish every fren i gt even a hi bye fren,cos dere is a saeing in chinese 多一个朋友，好过多一个敌人。Meaning hafing 1 more fren is beta den hafing 1 more enemy.U wan hate ppl don expect ppl to lik u,tts a sentence i learn from my meimei which i learned something...sooo conclusion is....even i loss tis "fren" i gt others,my close fren although all nt in ite bt at least i gt...and to him our trend of tokin and thinkin is different so it dosen't matter HAHAX! I won b affected juz cos of tis childish thing lalalax...

My chalet is coming!!!! Tmr it will BE!!!!! WAHAHAHAX cant wait to see wad ppl will gib mi espcially li jia secret present which really make my heart itchy and urge to noe wad it is!!! It had been awhile since i last gt surprises...I juz hope my chalet will b a memorable and fun dae XD

JA NE!!!! ^^

2009-07-10T00:47:00.002+08:00

LOLX hope still haf readers in tis blog Lolx...

This few daes hapen alot of things..i shall nt mention cos its really quite alot and of cos i try to solve it myself and also help to solve some frens prob bt don think my advice is enuff....or shuld i sae i can onli help verberly(spelling shuld b wrong)

This few daes i keep haf this thinkin of whether my advice or comment really help or ppl who i speak to tak it as nth...i am a person that don have confidence and nt really some1 wif leadership thats why i don really organize things or tak de 1st move in wadever event...some sae my planing for event is good bt i don think so at all...bt i realise wadever i told my frens they think its logical and reasonable which did really increase my confidence...as i am a person with low confidence i hope ppl will prove mi wrong by using more reasonable things or solution to shoot mi bac bt untill now i onli kena shoot till silent is by very no link words...i wonder if my thinkin is wrong that instead i shuld learn to b more confidence and haf de leadership to become a person that can solve ppl problem by gibing ideal and b a advisor...

This few weeks i also find out love is very funni,scary,selfish,nobel,hurtful,sad,happy,etc... love actually can includes alot of emotion and feeling as love is also = feeling...wadever it is i onli hope to share my opinion is that no matter wad happen to de person tt is de main lead(当局者） in de love event,even they share with u their sadness or irratated things,if u r juz de outsider（旁观者）u shuld nt interfer their prob bt onli gib advise and not action cos its juz lik did u c any califare help de main lead in a drama to solve de love prob? no right? so its de same and even we help and go into de situation,wad rights do we haf to interfere,if its frens u haf no blood related bt if its family members den is another point already,bt even wan help also help in a way nt to hurt any ppl cos love is uncontrolable so how can u treat de person that in love as a bad person...no matter wad they done to show their love is also due to cant controlled(for some) so dear readers,if possible,if help in ppl relationship problem try not to hurt any1 cos they are innocent also,try to think in their shoes to make a win win solution or any solution to reduce de damage to de lowest... cheers !! XD

^^ Abvove coment does not link to ppl that is a bastard or bitch bt onli apply to ppl who are serious in their fate.... ja ne!

2009-06-13T05:32:00.003+08:00

Hey YO!!! Todae go work den very relax!! 1st time sia den haf breakfast+lunch and guys guess wad?MIXED RICE $7 WTF!!! I haf chicken tight,prawn and pork chop jiu so ex liao really don dare go eat le!!! T_T

Den hing come find mi and accompany mi for 1 n 1/2hr untill i off from work...cos he kena pang seh by his fren Lolz...Den intend to go cycle so cor up kiat n yong sheng den go met my mum at cp to check abt my mio plan and YEAH i can renew de plan at de same time tak a new fone ^^!!! bt... didn decide wad fone to tak so we go off and bac hm eat den cor kiat till my fone gg angry finally he cor mi bac so met him and off to seletar reservoir to slack and yong sheng waited us at seletar camp dere...

Arrived dere and woo lots of car,mitshibishi,civic and roadster gang so chio la!!Aft tt kiat sae wan use toilet so we went to yishun den aft tt go ard yishun to cycle and slack untill kiat nid to go off so we cycle bac sk...kena dog chase LOLX bt manage to escaped from them PHEW!!!Untill jalan kayu dere we saw some kids riding those lj bike(use carboard to make till lik motor cycle) den actually i still cycling den hing suggest to chiong aft them when they pass us so i suggest to slow down and wait for them b4 we chiong and we all adjust our gear to de highest and wait them and indeed they chiong over us lik very zai lik tt den mi gib hing eye cntact and we...CHIONG AR!!!!!!!! untill half way we slack cos quite far hw we noe they chiong bac den hing gib up cos tired and i insist to chiong so kip cycle till cant c them and wait for hing n kiat...SONG AR!!! They guai lan us kip horn..CB end up also loss step wad sio LOLX...Aft tt send kiat hm and hing eat at de coffee shop and we haf drinks and saw them again LOLX they sending a gal bac punggol HAHAX!!!

Tmr i dono gt energy work mah sia think tonite ton liao haix....Yong sheng show mi a gal plunk and i was lik..KAWAYI!!!!!!!! DAM IT!!!! SO CUUUTEEEEE TO MI!!!!!!!!!! ^_^
hahax hope gt link with her XP so i shall stop here.... hehex...

2009-06-10T22:55:00.003+08:00

Hey Hey yoyo i noe alot ppl miss my blog alot cos ddn update Lolz actually gt alot thing to sae de bt i lazy login ya? ahahahax

Juz few daes ago bring ys,vin,joel go interview for yts as mark as mi help for event in isetan so i agree as i haven find any job yet...Den station at isetan for wkend how shuld i sae? Isetan is a place for mi to learn to endure and use a smile to 4get anger.De supervisor dere is well known somemore previous promoter dissapoint her so she kip a very close eye on mi...haix...i really stress wking dere bt no choice juz endure ba...ys wk in de wkend too hahax at least some1 to pei mi XD...nwadaes also lazy go sch sometime overslp so didn go Lolx i shuld changed le if nt really waste my yr in ite X_X

Sometime when i am alone goin another place,i start to think of things,more on past thingy...for some will noe wad i mean...i really dono wad to do sia can honestly said i am really sad...or shuld i sae really alone...Haix using joke and hobbies and gg out really help!Bt... its juz temporaly...haix mayb wad ys said was rite at least also nid tak 4mth to recover...

Anw i am planing for my 18th b'dae and decided to haf a celebration on 31st july and 1st august as my b;dae fall on a weds so i bring forward...on 31st july will invited all my familys,wking mate,ex-secondary sch fren those class 3C buddy,on 1st of august will invite my retained classmate,ite fren and game fren..hahax if all free its gonna b fun cos will haf alot of ppl hehex..

My god-mum came to my hus at last sat and help to paint my hus Omg i am so touch hahax my hus nw realy brighten out which make de hus more alife i guess XD! I really love my family cos whenever i gt problem,they will really help mi n be dere for mi lik some of my buddy,best fren,bro n sis...i really appreciate them especially when i really all alone...

Nowadays saw some friend got crush on some girls and some already be together...and some are surprise that i have no girl to go after or is still single which i don't understand,maybe last time i don't mind to have a short relatonship which i do have before so i will have crush with no whole hearted feeling de...but for now...i really hope to have a stable relatonship that can last...i envy those who go after a girl whole hearted and those be together which they really do love each other...i just loss mine on a randomly way...although i know i can just ignore it and continue but i am really tired!I tried to go after her for around 2Year + and try to give up in many ways but i juz can't.Treated mi as a best friend was her thinking onli as how can accept a gal whch i love so deep to b juz a best friend?sry bt i juz cant do it.For now if some ask mi do i still have feeling for her i can answer i don't know cos i am really tired...Mayb she will think i hafing a gf how can i sae i still love her but hafng a gf is to try and 4gt her and mayb if its wking i can gib up on her but end up i find out tt it won work...Or when i really wan last wif a random gal,de gal brk cos she feel its nt rite feeling...Haix anw its past and i dono how is she being doin but i also won find her cos i am afraid to fall for her again...de feeling of mi nw is living wif a bandage around my heart as a sword juz been taken out from a deep stab...

So dear readers,cherish de 1 u love if u both are together now and for those who is being confess by another gender,can consider seriously if u both are suit or isit ur type den c if can accept him/her as being love is always beta den loving ppl,and lastly to those who are going aft some1 u love and didn get a respond,try let him or her c ur good side,let his or her noe tt u are trueful to him or her and if realy cant b together,i hope u wont learn my old way wait till 2 yr + or longer den gib up bt mayb look for another gal that really suit u,cos force is no meaning in love,if u already did ur best for him or her is already enough cos she know le onli mayb really don haf de feel to be with you...haix...love....is really a funni thingy...

2009-05-03T07:05:00.002+08:00

Hey readers! Bac to update!!

wed skip sw cos i gt medic cert teacher still ask mi stay -.- i at dere do nth la n Thurs also skip LOLX cos our brk 3 n 1/2 hr we go tamp walk till tired still haven pass de time -.- somemore b4 tt dae i didn slp well so intend to go hm n slp...my blog seem to b lik saein when i pon sch sia LOlx...OF COS NOT!!!

Fri labour dae aka ping n my aunty birthdae...wake up at ard 1+ n reach ping hus for his b'dae party at ard 3pm eat n gather wif my old classmate in sec3 n haf alot of joke ard n every1 seem to b alright =) some even gt gf ard wow hahax..den i leave early at ard 7+,go hm den use come awhile more go met kiat n wei..our standarn activity "lim kopi" Lolx we haf coffee chat n ard 1am send wei home den i sent kiat hm untill reach his hus downstaor we manage to haf a chat also..chat untill ard 4am+ he go bac hm n i guess he can onli slp for 1 hr as he gg wk at 6am or so...

Sat nt really hafin any activity so untill nite time den go out met kiat n wei at joel hus downstair den send wei home as usual den i go kiat hus try de portable dvd player n i think de player nt in gd mood so gib some ap n temper don wan ply!!=( den we go met jo n kiat suggest jo to ride bicycle to my hus to use com as her lappy spoilt n at de same time i can return daniel bicycle as he live near mi n i think its pf plan also so jo ride de bicycle to my hus den use com while i watch my dvd..hing come over aft tt for takin dota stuff den cant go hm as wind too strong...den aft finished de show he go bac n aft awhile jo found tt her wallet missing...so i faster ride bicycle go find n ask jo stay at my hus cos rainin still bt aft reachin punngol still cant find den jo suggest 2 person find will b beta n she wan go hm seem to b moodless le so i c de rain become smaller so i agree den we walk bac to her hus dere from my hus still cant find...lucky ic n impt stuff nt inside bt $80 n ez-link is inside so its still sad...jo cheer ok?

INTERNET WORLD!!!
I think most of u all noe abt internet n on-line gaming..its a world tt u will come aross to noe ppl bt de problem is u will not noe dem well or shuld i sae u might nt met them in ur life for some so it shuld b sae somewad a illusion...some ppl even can use internet to find relationship n without noeing each other well they started de relationship untill they noe each other realife,be it de appearence or attitude some might nt b fit for each other n end up haf prob wif brking cos worry abt brkin each other heart.some even been blackmailed or frightened untill they don dare to ply de game or go out.So some advice from mi to readers tt haf problem with internet communication....
1st:Never treat it as a real world,even its a real person behind de screen its still behind de screen,he won b able to find u or met u..
2nd:don gib full information of u,for e.g hus unit,blk,sch,class, so they won b able to find u.
3rd:Call police if they find u trouble,don b afraid to b sae coward or hokkien"hum ji " cos they dono u n they don haf de abilty to spread de whole sg n callin police is a smart choice! =)

Hope some reader understand wad i mean if haf prob wif internet fren or wad can seek for my help i can gib u more advice n try to solve de prob for u...cos i gt quite some exp in tis kind of thing hahax.. =) Cheers!

2009-04-27T23:52:00.002+08:00

Hey dear reader any1 miss my post? Lolx anw update here nt to kip it dead XD

Fridae go out wif classmate to cine for Kbox n movie..my singin really sux sia T_T n de movie really haf some meanin behind it..somewad i felt its tellin mi tt when u haf a chance to chose again wad will b ur choice?and also ppl will nt learn or c their mistake in life untill they c it at another angle which mean another ppl view..

Sat n sun stay at home hahax too guai le didn go out...

Mon go sch at 12 n haf my lunch cum breakfast,12.30 pool untill 2pm can u belief it i loss 5 match out of 6 n last match was vs yong sheng which i think he let mi de Lolx..i really deprove lik mad le =( Den aft tt go Rct den aft Rct intend to go hm le cos gt wad Brige ldr event which i think no link n bo liao de end up cher sae who didn go will receive warnin letter...dotx threaten sia wow? den since few wan go bac den i follow de crowd n go bac also hw i noe go bac kena him kpkb shout! nb! sae us worst class ever? worst den nitec? ask ervin nt to follow wrong fren? wad does he mean?
1stly worst class ever n worst den nitec? I DON BELIEF cos i gt few nitec class ppl n i thinkthey more jia lat den us!!!! 2ndly don mix wif wrong fren? indirectly shoot mi ar? cos ervin in class is best wif mi cos we r sec sch classmate saein mi wrong fren to mix wif? nid shoot untill jurong den to johor den to simei mah? anw to ervin i noe u think i am nt a bad fren bt juz to tell u even if u don mix wif mi in sch we r still fren i juz don wan affect u by nt gg those bo liao event lik wad brige ldr event,ice breakin,telematch when we r nt involved...n i don think those event affect de course!!!! we r studyin wireless tech nt bonding or game class!!!! gosh !!!

Todae abit feelin unwell headech so didn think of any meaningful thing to share wif u guys bt untill i am beta i will share wif u guys some meaningful advice i think...=) ja ne~!

2009-04-21T00:41:00.003+08:00

HEY!!! I AM BAC !!! Nw start studying in ITE simei le hahax de learnin ways or shuld i sae de system dere is realy dam diferent from sec sch...bt gg dere eng might deproved =X some shuld noe wad i mean hahax bt overall is still alright dere as i noed some new fren dere...class was quite bonded due to de effort of jiayi n some other who enter de msn chat hahax jiayi is our class rap which i admired her as a leader tt willing to tak de 1st step to lead de class,its really rare to find some1 lik her in a class as for wad i being through those classes in sec sch i didn haf any1 lik her b4 so can couted as 1st time c dao tis kind of person Lolz...our grp is getin bigger n bigger Lolx all de ppl inside de grp really can get along well easily n of cos tok cork session at LLA? HAHAX PARK GRP? Lolz realy fun at de sch n realy let mi reflect on wad i done wrong in sec sch when ppl ask mi to study n i don end up nid tak 2 yr time to go into poly without a 100% confirmation...GPA 4 pointer can i do it? All i noe in class was teacher dere tok n tok n i dono wth he tokin Z_Z

Told my SW cher abt my shoulder n recommend mi to consult a doc for takin a medic cert haix my hand my hobby really nid to gone from my life though its nt brk bt it dosen't wk de way i wan it to b..basketball without left hand i cant ply well T_T

Quited YTS as i wan find new job near my hus so can save time n at de same time learn new thing...anw ervin might join my class woo ^^ can haf a ex classmate in de same course is a rare incident ya? bt i really hope can go join jo in bishan ite bt she lik gt new fren le so i think its alright le ba hope she enjoy dere n study hard also? Lolx =X fri no sch hoho song bo no class at fri so every fri is a gd fri hehex don jealous ar! so i can go fetch jo every fri bt she might b wif a new BF? lolz...

ADVICE FROM MI TO SOME READER....ALways stand at people shoes to judge an incident or event that happened.Because in this pethetic world,there is no right or wrong answer!Because every incident or event that happened,there is a reason behind it,no doubt its a negative or a positive reason but its still a reason.So remember guys,stand at people shoes b4 u make any judgement or comment in-case u might end up hurting that person as mayb de way u said might be too direct that sae him or her is totally wrong. =)

2009-04-07T01:46:00.002+08:00

Wk at Rc Robinson for sat n sun n will b stayin dere for my wkend le..nt really bad dere as wad i tot at 1st hahax.I REALLY HATE THOSE PPL WHO R INCONSIDERATE PPL WHO LIK TO BLOCK DE WAY IN DE MRT STATION!!!! NB sibei dono hw to think slowly slowly walk arbo is stand both side of de escalater kns den some more fk,dono hw to go out of de mrt for lettin ppl go out 1st NO COMMON LOGIC STUPID IDOIT!!it can make ppl miss de stop lei nb.some stand at escalater till very song den slowly part off from de escalater make ppl behind no time standby den it will knock de ppl behind untill all de ppl fall de lei kns n those ppl is nt handicapped or wad is all walkable n nt old ppl u noe!!!! GRRRR SRY TO SAE BT THEY REALLY FUCK!!! =/

Next mon sch start!! Cant wait sia,wad kind of classmate will i haf n will de course b dam real difficult? LOLX wanted to noe hahahahax....bt i doubt my hair can enter de sch..-.- n......i also doubt i will not pon sch in my ite life =X OPPS!!! hahahahahax.... XD

2009-04-03T23:13:00.003+08:00

Wed stay at kiat mum chalet again,at nite nth do so play mahjong as jin wei dono hw to ply so we took 1 hr to complete 4-5 round Lolx den aft tt we saw opposite chalet gt gals openin Martell n vodka den pour into plastic cup n u noe wad?They took pic of them holdin the cup -.- sry to sae bt i juz felt tt they lik didn touch wine b4 in hokkien ppl sae "sua gu" mountain tortise is wad ppl always discribe.Den i was thinkin they drink de pure neat mean no mixer,i doubt their ability of drinkin n i was rite ^^ 1 of de gal aft 10 min or so vomited n aft tt they ply wine game nw den wif mixer "green tea" n de chalet gt guy also bt they didn do anything or care abt juz continue wif their mahjong -.- useless guy..Den on tt dae i drink ard 3 can of beer which i abit drunk le...gosh i am so weak T_T...

Ytd caught sunburn as we go fishin,den i feel very hot so take off top bt de sun too strong so caught sunburn -.- make till i whole body so hot gg die lik tt X_X argh i hate sunburn!!Aft caught 1 edible fish we went bac chalet to wash our rod etc,den bath n went bowlin,manage to win 1 set ^^ den go arcade i go brk de intial D record dere as no ppl ply de brk for fun hahax!Aft tt took shuttle bus n went to hougang while others stayin dere for de last nite.Meet jo n besti went pool,mi n jo both loss to lijia bt win her when we team tgt hahax aft tt nt feelin well cabed home n slp..Mini IT fair hold at hougang mall outside n suntec by Havey Norman...till tis sun..can go haf a look if lookin for any electric item.. =)

2009-04-01T15:14:00.003+08:00

Juz came bac from kiat mum chalet Lolx..ytd all gt drunk aft 1 bottle of red wine n ard 10+ can of beer.Chalet dere was nice n i think is more worth goin dere rather den parsir ris.Chalet name:NS SAFRA RESORT..although de place dere is somewad ulu n inconvenient cos nid tak shuttle bus as walkin in/out of de resort is far n nearest mrt is tanah merah mrt station wher shuttle bus is at de exit A near taxi stand dere.De shuttle bus arrive every 1 hr so u miss it n tts it,last bus is 8.30.i learn my lesson of shuttle bus as i didn ask in detailed of de intercepting time of de shuttle bus n de location to wait for de bus.so guys next time when taking shuttle bus ask in detailed way don ltr wait for 30 min den at dere kip scold:#$%"y de bus haven come de" n because de bus come every 1 hr or u wait at de wrong location Lolz.

Todae is April fool dae so every1 watch out ar n i think i gt prank also cos lisa saeing tt she cant find my punch card -.- omg todae wad is fake n wad is real is hard to differentiate Lolx 2 more wks to sch open,somewad abit excited bt also sianed cos nid to face bks again!...hope i can enjoy dere while studyin =)

2009-03-31T08:13:00.004+08:00

I am bac bloggin again!! Thx to jo for helpin mi wif de skin untill she slp in de mornin =)
As requested from some of my fren i decided to blog again... so since its de 1st post as i del away all my previous post,i shall start by introuducing myself...

Deston is my name,050891 is when i enter de world,currently on holiday bt r posted to ITE Simei,HNitec Wireless Technology course.i am de onli child of my parent n onli grandson in my family.Working for Yts Pte Ltd as promoter.
Hobby:Gamin is my greatest hobbi,ya i ply auditionsea,Ign:~PIKA~,previous ign includes:---x3PIKA n --NkZ-PIKA.Music is part of my life,basketball had gone in my life aft some injury.
Hate:ppl who r irratating,backstaber,petty,bad,lame.over practical,unreasonable,Etc...
Like:night time,singing though is terrible,humble bt nt over humble ppl,joke,chat,piano...

For those who noe mi well will noe wad kind of person i am,for those who dono mi well,i am an easy goin person tt joke most of de time bt serious when is needed,vurgal tt i speak don meant it most of de time,joke i sae might b too far bt i will indicate its juz a joke.Been late is my bad habit and i don do things i am nt willing to do,normally 3 time is my limit b4 i realy get fed up. =)

Hope is something special to start wif as i will come across to noe ppl i don really noe well from game so is juz a post for them to noe mi beta.. Cheers!